“«I hate the fact that he feels more than me, and I hate the fact that I’m not in love with him because I know I should be, because he’s smart and sweet and decent and I don’t wanna hurt him. So I keep hoping that I’ll grow into it. That maybe one day I’ll wake up and I’ll feel in love»”—
My feelings just changed. I had been waiting for you to realize you couldn't go another day without me. I had played out every excuse you could of had for putting all that time between us. Missing you had become second nature to me. And somewhere in the last year, when I never got that phone call, and you never showed up at my door, and we never ran into each other, I just stopped feeling like I needed you so much.
“Im going to tell you this one time and one time only. You. Are. Not. Alone. Got that? I don’t care what your going through, what shitty things life is throughing at you, don’t for a second ever think you are alone fighting this battle. Because your not. If I can get through this you can get through anything, all you need is faith. Get it? Got it? Good!”—